Actions Speaks Louder

I've noticed many actually treat other people (can be outsiders, strangers etc) nicer than our own loved ones. I'm guilty of this sometimes and feel I'm kind of impatient with my family members than I am to strangers.

Let me illustrate, in our workplace we have colleagues who are frequently not punctual, do things slowly, make plenty mistakes but we accept it, without telling them off for fear of negative impression towards us. However, if our spouse is late - we start the words tirade, screaming and this sours the following outing.

Why is it that we can't be nicer & kinder to our loved ones?
1) We believe they'll forgive us - while this may be true, it also forms a projection on how the other person behaves. This can sometimes develop into such a habit that we take it as they'll never change, which of course is bad in the long run.
2) We're after our own interest most of the time - face the fact, all of us has our own agenda. Sometimes it may be congruent with our spouse, sometimes not. Worst still we think our partner knows what we want, thus expectations is high and when the other doesn't perform up to that standard, the verbal bullets starts to fly.
3) We think we're superior and know it all - Nobody's perfect, period!
4) Inferiority complex - this may sound crazy but if someone hasn't been treated well in workplace, he/she may want to exert that dominance over the other person to show that he/she will not bow down to anyone. Once at home, a different character emerges and the whole environment at home changes.

We spend so much time in our workplace or businesses and so little time at home (at times due to job requirements), why not be our best self to our loved ones. We're calling them loved one, not punching bags right. Let's be kinder and more patient with each other, the whole environment around you will be more peaceful and warm.

Forgiveness Part II

I listened to a preacher the other day, he spoke of a woman with bad arthritis till her fingers were crooked, clumped together and hadn't forgiven her sister for something that happened 30 years back. She is 70 years old and her sister has since passed away.

She came up to the preacher and he asked if she was willing to forgive her sister and let go of the past as it's no longer supporting her and yet hurting her. She said yes.

As she raised her hands to receive that prayer of forgiveness and blessing, the preacher witnessed something bizarre. A miracle took place. As she cried and asked for forgiveness, her fingers straightened up and were well again. She had never felt that peace before.

The same it is with our spouses. At times we feel so frustrated and sometimes angry at our spouses for some differences in thoughts. And we allow that to grow in us until one day it's released... with such intensity that shocks our other half. All hell breaks loose because of some unforgiving past which even our spouse knows nothing off. Why? Why are we harbouring such feelings? Is it edifying or crippling us?

Don't let the sun go down on us. Forgive and apologize even if we're not in the wrong. Try that today, it'll do wonders to our relationship.

P/s : I co-wrote this with my wife.